Internet Information

The following day, I hopped on the internet to look up “hormone therapy”.  I was familiar with chemotherapy, but didn’t know much about the other.  As I was browsing through information, something I read made my heart skip a beat.  “Women with breast cancer have an increased risk of uterine cancer”—what??  Panic…again.  I just had outpatient surgery on my uterus in October to reduce heavy bleeding.  Is there a correlation between the two?  At the time, I didn’t know I was walking around with breast cancer, so I wasn’t a “risk”.  I hopped on the phone and called Dr. Kassar to schedule an appointment.  I will meet with him on January 19 to discuss the issue.  I guess I just need to know.  I need him to look me in the eye and tell me “everything is fine” (or not).  That gut-wrenching, nervous feeling has returned with a vengence.  And so I wait…

"You gain strength, experience and confidence by every experience where you really stop to look fear in the face...You must do the thing you cannot do."

Eleanor Roosevelt